Moving Forward, Moving Back

So I got on to the blog today thinking that I was going to write some amazing post about everything going on in my life and I discovered that... well, I had nothing to write about. I wish I was like Kajsa and had momentous, exciting news to share like I was applying for my program, but sad to say I'm still just moving along at my same, old, normal pace. And really, that's what I think has been bugging me for these past few months. I feel like everyone around me is moving ahead, plowing forward, and I am stuck at one point with no movement going on whatsoever. I don't have a major so I can't move ahead with school, I don't have a job so I can't move ahead with my career or even just working, I have a boyfriend who's leaving on a mission so I can't move ahead with that relationship, I have no idea what to do with school next semester so I can't move ahead and make my schedule, pretty much I'm at a halt. And I don't like it. Everyone tells me, 'It's fine, you just need to continue going, we can't have an exact 100% plan in life, it just doesn't work that way, just keeping moving and everything will work out', but that's not really helping me. And I can't explain it but I just feel like... I'm not even sure really, it's something like what they think is the problem is not even scratching the surface of the real issue. But the other problem is that I don't know what the real issue is. I wish I could just figure it out. I need everyone else to stop moving on so that I can have time to think and worry and ponder it out. Unfortuanently it's not happening. But you know what, maybe I should listen to everyone and just buck up and take the next step. Maybe the reason I'm at a halt is because I really am waiting for life to light up where my next step should be, but like everyone said, life isn't going to do that. Sometimes you have to put out your foot in the darkness and walk on, and then the light will come and let you see if you're going the right way. "A journey of a thousand miles begins with a single step." Well, I guess I might as well try it, you never know maybe by my next post I'll feel like I'm going somewhere, it's always worth the chance. Haha, wow, who knew writing in a blog could help you solve problems like that? Just kidding, I did know that, writing is supposed to be a way to sort through and finalize plans and ideas, a way to release emotions and concrete feelings. Odd, but helpful. Anyway, sorry, no fun entertainment from me today but hopefully reading this helped you a little. And if not, hey whatever, it helped me :)